To be honest right now, I feel disgusting and I feel like I am the ugliest person in the world. I just ate a whole plate for dinner and I am so mad at myself.

I don’t know, probably one of my last nights.

Anonymous asked: Who told you the government lied to you? Was it Fox News?

No, it’s a known fact. They told us there was man who made a video which was the reason the Benghazi situation happened. The man got arrested for no reason and was publically humiliated for it. Democrats and republicans are both on that agreement, and so are the men who are the whistleblowers.

I thought that after I give you my body and my heart for a year and a fucking half that you would be there for me when I needed you the most.

Killing myself would be such a beautiful thing.